My mind

i miss Dhara... i miss her a lot... she was like a part of my soul, still is ... to be honest i have had friends who have done a lot for me than she did or loved me more. taken care of me more... but hten somehow, love is something tht sees no reason or logic. i just loved her way too much to let her go, even from my mind.. i know i have begun to learn to live without her but hte thing is that she just springs up in my head once in a while n then i wonder y i even let her go or y she let go of me.. we were just the most amazing friends together n i havent loved someone so much other than mom n dad.. i miss her, i so do. i loved talking to her, doing things for her, listening to her, taking her to long drives, eating ice cream with her, going shopping with her. every possibel girl thing. may be i just got too indulgent when she gotinto her relationships. i was too possessive, i guess. n i certainly dont think its justified on my part but i also dont think tht it was a reason good enuf to end it all. i thought i really stood by her thru things n tht i was as indispensable for her as she was or is for me!!! never have found someone as close with whom i can experience tht comfort, love or care!! i guess its all from the mind, choices we make but something tht we shared makes her irreplaceable for me!!! wonder y we let go!!!