Tuesday, November 16, 2010

What my books never told me....

.... is that - "broken hearts are better than mended ones"... bcz the mended ones look up to life with hopes n expectations and the broken hearts know the truth- there's nothing to look forward to- life's a circle... its just gonna go round n round n we just wont realise....

i hate loosing friends.... n i guess i just cant stop doing that... they all just have to go away... some move, some get busy, some move on... everything...

why do we have to let these wonderful ppl go... for me, my biggest treasure is my people... but i guess i just get a li'l too attached to be able to let go.. n then it hurts....

sometimes it feels better to be numb n not feel at all... bcz someone said it right- Expectations Hurt!!!

i m tired of the fake laughs n the make to do happiness.... i want real friends in life n cant let go of the very few ones i have...

i know they are always there... a call away or at times a doorbell away.... but its just not the same as sipping coffee having those stupid meaningless conversations or having fun doing silly things together... bunking classes for a hot cup of kitli chai.... dancing silly at dumb songs... making stupid faces n so much more...

i know i dont lose any friends.... but i lose time with them... n that loss is unremittable...

"Love You from all my heart"- to all the ppl i called "friend"- bcz that word defines one of the most the beautiful relationship i have ever had....

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